For the first time...

As I went up the escalator and out headed out of Orchard Mrt, i was greeted by a cool breeze and Super dark rain clouds, I smiled at it.

I used to go "shit... i wish i were home sleeping...sian... go office."

But today I enjoyed the walk to office with the hovering darkness above me. Its odd i guess, but it felt relaxing...somehow... I don't know how to describe the feeling but it was so calming...

Ok ok... i guess you could say... It's the kind of excitement and happiness you get when you're planning to go tanning, and pray the night before it wouldn't rain on you, and when you wake, its the bright sunny sky that greats you.

It's amazing how the sky changes so quickly while i was 15 mins underground. Before i got onto the train, the sun was out with full force. When i got out...darkness...

Hmmmm... maybe i liked the dark clouds, cause the sudden change in weather is something different from this somewhat hell hole situation i am in. =P

Like what some say...

"Keeping the old blood for too long isn't good. sometimes we need new blood"

Well, things haven't been as dandy as they were before, in the past 3 days, things have turned a 360 for me in terms of wat i'm demanded of, how i'm spoken to, and now wat i speak.

I'll bite the bullet for now... These 3 days have taught me to REALLY draw the line that was never there before. now is it. the line is drawn. i shall not get personal anymore. cause i think i let it get to me too much.

"If professionalism is what you suddenly want out of me, professionalism you will get."

Shame on u for not even keeping up to date with the times, and using what you've heard as your very own...tsk tsk tsk... bad example... weren't you thought not to lie and that its wrong to steal what's rightfully not yours? hmmmm...?

wat's done will be done, once its done... fuck off...

Get a life, cause the rest of us do.

I can do this. i know i can and i have people who believe i can. trust me. wait and see. i'll prove what you said to me today, wrong and down the drain.

Save the $ to reach my goal.

All that goes through my head and Chris's these days are "Studio, Studio, Studio."

UGH! its 3.17 am and i can't sleep...wat's more now that i'm sitting infront of the computer...
I really think that bitch was fucking insane... all her stupid frens staring at me...
lucky for her she came and apologized.... crazy idiot... crazy crazy idiot...

if it was a situation where it wasn't Jaslyn's birthday... i'd have slapped yr silly face inside out!

BTW.... tonight was my first confrontation believe it or not...

Just got back from Jaslyn's 21st birthday party...
typing this while i'm fucking high...
Tingling feeling in the toes and fingers and things moving frm side to side.
But i know what i'm typing...
Happy 21st Jaslyn! even though its early wishes...

But fuck you to that bitch in red! someone's gonna fucking screw yr face in bcos u have no filtration system btwn yr brain and yr mouth... someone's gonna screw yr face one day... lucky for u... i was the one who spoke to u... if not... say bye bye face!!! understand... bye bye face.... to begin with... u're fugly to the max!!!! That's right, run with yr tail btwn yr ass!

Nite....

MTV Groove 2 yet again!

After missing 1 week of class... i was having "POST-missing fredy's class" syndrome.
My mind was so zoned out from picking the steps up faster than i usually do.

The Choreo was Dope. and we were all so "HOT!", that the camera lens started to fog up... Watch and see... LOL!

TAH DAH!



I'll post the Perth pics up soon...=)
Just really lazy to do so now... hehehe...